February 8th, 2011 - 9:23pm

Do you ever have those moments when you’re driving when you realize you’re someplace but you have absolutely no recollection of how you got there? I think this happens to me more than it probably should and lately I find myself spacing out more and more and more and more and I don’t know why I just stop and think and think and feel detached and unreal and sometimes I honestly believe something’s wrong with me but I don’t want my brain to be dissected like a frog in Biology class by some psycho-babbling therapist who gets paid to pretend to care about my problems so I go home and listen to sad music that tortures my fucking soul in the dark confines of my bedroom and cry in the shower when no one can hear me and it makes me believe I’m okay